Weekly or Weakly?
One of the items on my LifeList is to write weekly blogs "faithfully" .. we'll see how this goes this time.
I became disenchanted with writing, with emoting or allowing myself the freedom of verbal vomiting .. whichever the case may be .. many years ago. Too many peoples negativity slamming into my emotional walls helping me to crumble beneath them. No, not their fault, my own.
So, I start over again .. and again .. and again .. and that's all right. Surviving through the minutae and momentous is nothing to feel small about.
Right now I'm glad to be breathing, to find out why I have been ill so many years, to be able to walk much better, sleep much better, live much better. And very glad I have the most amazing children in the world who love me unconditionally .. even through all my medical woes.
That is more than enough to keep me waking up each day.
I became disenchanted with writing, with emoting or allowing myself the freedom of verbal vomiting .. whichever the case may be .. many years ago. Too many peoples negativity slamming into my emotional walls helping me to crumble beneath them. No, not their fault, my own.
So, I start over again .. and again .. and again .. and that's all right. Surviving through the minutae and momentous is nothing to feel small about.
Right now I'm glad to be breathing, to find out why I have been ill so many years, to be able to walk much better, sleep much better, live much better. And very glad I have the most amazing children in the world who love me unconditionally .. even through all my medical woes.
That is more than enough to keep me waking up each day.
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